Saturday, October 29, 2005


last times our inet cnnct looses often.. & at nights i'm used to entertain myself on pc, communicatin online.. from bore did pc general'nuyu uborku.. & noticed Fritz 7. a chess game prog! a friend gave me, but i never used... it's more fun playing with real person than with an algorithm! chess was my pation when i was young:)) i'll tell u later of my chess philosophy:P nobody around to play, no inet to play online.. ok, with computer! we were playing around 20 mins, play is near the end... & bach! i'm getting a msg from the prog "Hier ich gebe auf. Nicht schlecht fuer ein Bio-Brain." :)))))! no, i didn't win the computer!! if we played till the end, it'd surely win~ it had 2 figures more than me!!! prog just gave up!! it had no nerves for playing with me till the end!! i'm still rofl:))))) me gonna sleep, gut nightie Bio-Brains:P

Monday, October 24, 2005

Очарована, околдована

Очарована, околдована,
С ветром в поле когда-то обвенчана,
Вся ты словно в оковы закована,
Драгоценная ты моя женщина!

Не веселая, не печальная.
Словно с темного неба сошедшая,
Ты и песнь моя обручальная,
И звезда ты моя сумашедшая.

Я склонюсь над твоими коленями.
Обмниму их с неистовой силою.
И слезами и стихотворениями
Обожгу тебя горькую, милую.

Что прибавится - не убавится
Что не сбудится - позабудится ..
Отчего же ты плачешь, красавица?
Или мне это только чудится!

Михаил Звездинский

Sunday, October 23, 2005

I Am What I Am

From the musical: La Cage Aux Folles
Lyrics and score by Jerry Herman

I Am What I Am
I am my own special creation
So, come take a look
give me the hook or the ovation.
It's my world that I want to have a little pride in
My world and it's not a place I have to hide in
Life's not worth a damn until you can say "Hey world, I Am
What I Am"

I am what I am
I don't want praise
I don't want pity
I bang my own drum
Some think it's noise, I think it's pretty
And so what if I love each feather and each spangle?
Why not
Try and see things from a different angle
Your life is a sham till you can shout out "I Am What I Am"

I am what I am
And what I am need's no excuses
I deal my own deck, sometimes the Ace, sometimes the
There's one life
And there's no return and no deposit
One life, so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a damn till you can say "Hey world! I Am
What I Am"